Despite me wearing my thickest jumper, putting the heating on and hugging my hot water bottle, I haven’t been able to get warm all evening. I’ve had more BM than “normal” this evening too and my stomach/gut is soar from all that so I’m in more pain than normal. I really don’t know what to do, I’m already not going to work tomorrow and it’s look pretty likely that I’ll be back in the hospital before the end of the week. I just hope they find out what’s really going on and fix it.

Sorry for all the negativity but I’m really struggling to stay positive through all this.