I may have jinxed myself…

The doctors came round this morning to see how I was feeling and check how many BM I’m having daily. He looked over my stool diary and said he wanted to wait until tomorrow before seeing about discharging me. I’m feeling pretty bumbed by this but I know I’m not reacting as quickly to things as they’d like so it’s the best place for me right now. I’m beginning to wonder if it’s possible to develop an immunity to things like prednisolone.

Quick update

The doctor came to see me this evening because I had trouble breathing again after dinner. She said it could have been brought on by my anxiety that the humira might stop working like the infliximab did. So she said to not think about it and try and relax. It still looks likes I’ll be going home tomorrow but they want to keep an eye on me until then, just in case. I hope everyone is having a relaxed evening.

One more night…

Because of my shortness of breath this morning, the doctors want to keep me in for another night just to make sure it’s nothing serious. They said there’s no clot or signs of infection but they want to be safe because of my heightened risk of infection. The joys of being on immunosuppressive meds.

Feeling better but…

I was short of breath this morning so they did an ECG, chest xray and took blood from both vein and wrist artery – one of the most painful medical things I have ever experienced. They still need to review the xray but my blood oxygen and everything is fine. I think I may have just overdone it this morning because I feel fine now. I just hope this doesn’t mean I’ve got to stay another night.

News!

I’ve just had the doctor come round and they’ve decided to put me onto humira, starting with four injections today. They’re also going to change the steroids I’m currently on – which I hope is only whilst I’m in here and won’t be yet another eight week course. Provided it all works, I should be home by Wednesday.

Feeling a bit down… sorry

Been in the hospital for almost a week now and, I’ve got to be honest, I don’t feel much better. I’m eating more, at least, but that’s down to the steroids boosting my appetite. Nothing else is working and I’m feeling so tired all the time. All I want right now is to feel better so I can go home and sleep in my own bed. Sorry for the early morning sad feels but I just needed an outlet for how I’m feeling at the moment.

Feeling pretty fragile this evening; they forgot to prescribe me my lunchtime meds so I ended up not taking them (even after I mentioned I needed to take them) and now I feel bloated and uncomfortable. I’ve told the nurse so hopefully they give me something to help, and with a bit of luck, I might get some more sleep tonight too.