Day 1 at home

I actually slept properly last night. I did wake up a couple of times but it was definitely the best nights sleep I’ve had in months.
Even though I was up around eight, I’m not too tired this evening. I got my meds from the hospital and picked up a few bathroom supplies but other than that, I’ve been good and relaxed the whole day.
It’s helped my fiance is working from home this week so he can look after me. I’m starting to feel a bit more normal now.

Hopefully my last hospital selfie for a while; I’m going home today! I’m so happy I can finally get out of here and sleep in my own bed. It’ll be great to be back in my own environment too so I can heal better.

I hope everyone is having as good a day as possible. Sending hugs and spoons to all! 💙

Monday update

I’m doing better today. My pain is fairly low at the moment so I’m on oral paracetamol, and my movement, although still a little stiff, I no longer need someone to help me around.
As for my stoma, it’s a little swollen but they said that’s normal. I’m used to emptying the bag and changing it is becoming easier. The nurses said they are impressed with how well I’m doing and the doctors said I may be able to go home by the weekend.
Fingers crossed because I really would like to be back in my own environment soon.

I don’t want to jinx myself, but…

I feel like I am improving. I’m out of bed and in my own clean pajamas, watching Castle season one and actually eating a bit easier. I’m only on jelly and soup today but they did say I can try proper food tomorrow if I want.

I’m getting on with my stoma ok; I’m able to empty and change the bag with little help now so the nurse said she is quite happy to sign me off.

I hope this means I can go home by the end of next week but I’m not holding my breath, just in case.

Feeling a little foggy this afternoon but I’m hoping a nap later might help. I’m just starting on clear foods today so I’m taking that as a good sign I’m recovering quickly.
I still have a catheter in but I’m hoping they’ll remove that soon so I’m a bit more comfortable.

Just a little update…

I’m feeling a bit better now; my brain fog has almost all gone and my pain is very low. My mouth is still ridiculously dry but then I’m still not really allowed to consume anything aside from sips of water and the occasional sweet. I hope a good night’s sleep tonight will improve all this so I can keep feeling better.

Monday update

Well, it’s official; I’m having surgery. My doctor came round this morning and has said it is the best caused of action for me now due to how much, and how rapidly, I’ve declined. I’ve also spoken to a surgeon who has gone over what they want to do and will come and see me again in the morning with my latest xray results.

I’m feeling a little overwhelmed and a little tired from it all but I know it’ll be for the best. It’s going to be a tough few months to start with but at least I won’t be in pain and having to stay in the hospital anymore.